Reflecting G12 Conference- Day 4

After going through so many days of listening to the Holy spirit, and hearing from many anointed men/women of God speaking, we've come to the last day of G12 conference. whereby Pastor Cesar preached about living in God's divine purpose. And one sentence that he made on that sunday really spoke to me. He said that whatever God has for us, we cannot see it through our naked eyes.

And that really spoke to me. Many times, when we choose to look at God's divine purposes and plans for us using our naked eyes, we will tend to ask God why is it this way and why can't it be that way. But when we choose to look at it from God's perspective, our spiritual eyes, God's words, we will know that God has a plan/purpose to prosper us and not to harm us. A plan to give us a hope and a future.

I really asked myself, questioned God, asked my friends, even grumbled to my schoolmates about the fact that I did not manage to get a CapitaLand scholarship. The background is this, about September last year, CapitaLand shortlisted some of us from my course and I am also part of the team.

At that point of time, i really thank God for this divine chance to ease my family burden. And I really prayed hard for it. But the moment i knew that i did not get that scholarship, my heart sank. I start to question God why gave me this chance and yet take it away?

But after last sunday's sermon, as i was reflecting upon it (Yes, i still think about it some time) I realized that i was looking at a very superficial level of that opportunity. I neglected the experience I've gained from that interview (in front of a panel of 'jugdes')

Today, i just came back from my second interview for my internship program. And i dare to say that i believe i did better this time and with so much confident as compare to last time. Continue to pray together with me because i believe God is using me in a deeper measure.

Praise the Lord!
Chuanlian